cry your eyeballs out,noboday cares

jjjjjjj

2009-03-02T13:25:00.000-08:00

i envy you. i love how my * talks to you. you know she cares.you know you still stand a place in her heart.

booooooooooooooo. i suck. i want to earn more money. car license,wait for me(:

if you have someone better,go for you.don't feel sorry. Sorry is just an excuses for me to feel better. I'm just a piece of shit. LOL pieceofshit.blogspot.com.

till then

FFFFFFFFFF

2008-12-02T13:30:00.000-08:00

Hello fioan teo kai yee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SSSSuperwoman(:

ILOVEYOU. Don't be angry with me k??(:
it's the past already and it's OVER. i've moved on so it's all about you now<3

yappi

2008-11-17T00:01:00.000-08:00

Hello,im back again to blog. i miss lixin and jade!!! (: this blog reminds me of them.meet up sooon!!!

bekah seriously i don't know why you're angry with me. Seems like you have your own deep reson that's why we're becoming like this. I don't wanna say much cos it's useless. i think i've been giving in and helping you alot already. The ball is in ur court. You decide what you want.

we can never go back. Bonds have been severed, trust has been battered, and lines have been crossed. I miss my very best friend. I miss who she once was and what she meant to me. I miss who we were together. I miss my very best friend.

I miss my very best friend. I miss talking for hours, I miss having someone whom I could completely trust. I miss someone I could tell anything to and know he would not judge me nor would he ever use it against me. I miss my very best friend. Although the man remains out there, my very best friend is forever gone. We can never go back, even if she still owns a part of my heart.......

By the way i miss you. let time tell everything. Super__________ (:

19!

2008-07-31T14:35:00.000-07:00

Hope you're doing fine out there without me,because im not doing so good without you. Things i thought you never know about me were the things i guess you always understood.

you know i'll never make it on my own.

2008-06-23T21:15:00.000-07:00

Name: steff ang jia an
age: 18
female.

missing since jan.
anyone happens to see her do contact me. thanks
rewards will be given(:

ce tian-loving you

2008-06-13T15:03:00.000-07:00

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do do

yt

2008-04-19T13:30:00.000-07:00

glad that most of the things are in place now. GOOD!
Not that lost now,i saved myself.Thank you god,in jesus name i pray,AMEN:D

I miss you,when will i see you again? :(
they say time will bring you away,they must be lying,im still missing you.

Pretty boy

i,you

2008-04-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

time

2008-04-13T00:14:00.000-07:00

It's time to reflect on things that's happening or had already happened. Wake up steff! Slap yourself one billion times,i don't care you have to wake up.

Im so lost. should i quit school? (im not interested anymore)
should i commit myself to a full time job?
would my parent understand?
will i regret my choice?
Oh gosh,all this important things i've to decide.

Life is a gamble.Lose or Win.
I don't wanna lose(:

Sorry

2008-04-13T00:05:00.000-07:00

Now i understand why you said that it was impossible,if it was me,i would've have said the same thing too. Probably less direct.

thanks for trusting me and listening all this while. I appreciate it,yea,i really do(:
Sorry for all the unnecessary trouble i gave. I sincerely apologise. SORRY SORRY SORRY.

you're such a nice girl that i won't even want to hurt so i better leave your life.

Takecare silly dolly(:

because

2008-03-21T16:48:00.000-07:00

2008-01-02T21:27:00.000-08:00

akrights alrights.
its getting bored each day. hahaha.
im so bored now. so im here t like at least blog ! HAHAHA.
HELLO JAD((((((((((((((: i guess this blog only few of us know only luh. thats like damn sad. hahah.
BRAND NEW YEAR! so which mean. BRAND NEW YEAR WITH BRAND NEW PRANKS! hahaha. LOL

wonder hows everyone doing now? its like we lost contact alr. sigh:(((( and i miss you steff! i really do. meet up soon. jade. you too! hahaha. i miss you too! i still remember that chalet of yours. hahaha. thats how we knew each other. LOL!
HEH.
we shall go out and have steamboat soon okays?
waiting for sch t reopen .! april.!!!!! muahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. okays luh. stop blogging alr. im tired.

2007-11-28T01:37:00.000-08:00

WOOHOOOOOO!
im here t blog again.

the one who take your hand and touches your heart are true friend:)

and bf! you promise t celebrate my belated bdae w me. and its like v belated alr :(((((((

exmas period gonna start soon! and im gonna be so damn free. DUH! unlike some other ppl. HEH:D okays. im jus JOKING!
have fun and enjoy your weekends!

2007-11-24T10:50:00.000-08:00

Nobody cares

2007-11-24T10:42:00.000-08:00

How does it feels like when your bestfriend leaves you?
How does it feels like when those people whom you used to trust betray you?
How does it feels like when you're giving in all the time?

There're so much more. But you just don't understand. Well,don't try to. because you just don't get it.

Will you come back in time before it's too late?Well,i miss you so much(:

0707

2007-10-16T11:28:00.000-07:00

Heeellllooo

Da Jia Hao

Life have been pretty fine. Working & Playing basketball. Maybe too much of both,sorry if i reply messages or call you up that often :( School reopen yesterday,i'll try to balance my time. I don't look forward to school. Seriously, i dread going to school yet i want to do well and get that bloody cert :( Im so glad that im not into any r/s now. No stress. Freedom. Anybody wants to go clubbing? Bring me :D Gonna pon school tomorrow:D Goodnight!

2007-10-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

If you see me walking the road with someone else, It's not because I like her company.Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.If you hear me talking about her all the time, Its not because she pleases me.Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.If you feel me falling with someone new, Its not because I love her Because you're not there to catch me fall.If you feel lost, I too am nowhere.I too don't know where the road is going.Are we gonna cross each other's path?Or just completely turn around?Will we just let go of what we hadOr go to the place where love is bound?Don't let me walk with him.It's you I want to walk with.Don't let me talk of him.It's you I want to talk to.Don't let me fall for her,It's you I want to fall in love with.

28/7

2007-09-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

Hey Abigail,Thank you for everything(: i hope you enjoyed yourself for these few months(: Im sorry.i hope you understand.

2007-08-30T21:01:00.001-07:00

its been a longggggg time since i've bloggg. hahah:D
guess who am i?
steff! lixin ! steff! lixin!
dunno. figure out yourself.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im soo sooo bored.! anything went wrong.? nope. hahah:D
help me pls.! i need your help. i've no one t turn t because you are the only one i would look out for you.
guess wat i need your help?
im jus tooo bored. bring me somewhere. maybe t blangadash or india?
good idea isint it!

LABELS: BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-08-29T05:26:00.000-07:00

you say nothing at all
But I can still understand

I've so much to say yet i don't know how to.
Someone kill me.

test

2007-08-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger
What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorshouldyoureyesbequiz/">What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Are 70% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High
You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchsexappealdoyouhavequiz/">How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Heart is Feeling Hopeful

For you, love is a feeling that's been growing and blooming.Whether you're in a relationship that's deepening or found a new love, your feelings are slowly changing.You're remembering how amazing love feels - and discovering emotions you've never felt before.
Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little carried away
Your current outlook on love: Optimistic and playful
Your love life will improve if you: Stop and reflect on how your love is changing
Watch out for: Falling too hard, too fast - you've got to let your sweetie catch up with you!

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourheartfeelingquiz/">What Is Your Heart Feeling?

You Are the Very Gay Bert and Ernie!

Two grown puppets living together, sleeping in the same room?They've even got coordinating striped shirts!

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatgaychildhoodiconareyouquiz/">What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

Your True Love Is a Pisces

Why you'll love a Pisces:
Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you.You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces.
Why a Pisces will love you:
You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands.You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatsignisyourtruelovequiz/">What Sign Is Your True Love?

Leo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spotYour happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious!You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you
Your negative traits:
You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handleYou crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with itIf someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart
Your ideal partner:
Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage youMakes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do togetherIs aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often
Your dating style:
High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur.
Your seduction style:
You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating thingsPassionate. You really get into any intimate act.Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner.
Tips for the future:
Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed.Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life.Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog.
Best color to attract mate: Gold
Best day for a date: Sunday

What's" Your Love Profile?

i know where i stand

2007-08-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

Hello (:
I need to sleep. i need to be happy.i need to go shopping.i need to go on a diet(trying yo) i need to play bball.i need to study.i need to stop telling you all these. Shut up steff :(

I know where i stand in your heart. Why Why Why?

Hey yo

2007-08-13T09:51:00.000-07:00

It's hard to keep waiting for something you know will never happen, but it's even harder to give it all up knowing it's everything you want.

To: XXXXXXXX
I've kept my feelings for you contained for as long as I could. I am in love with you though, and true, honest love shouldn't be contained and kept quiet for this long. There is so much about you that most girls don't see. They only see half; they see your body but my love for you is way more then skin deep. My feelings for you grow more and more every day, and my love for you grows deeper and more everlasting with every passing minute. You mean so much to me, I mean just seeing your smiling face or hearing you heart-melting voice just brightens up my worst days and makes them so much better. Or just having you give me a hug makes me all warm and tingly inside. I dream of you day in and day out; you're all that's ever on my mind. I hate leaving the house because I'm afraid I might miss one of your calls. I would walk a thousand miles to see you for one minute and have not one question about it. I am in love with you and have been in love with you!! I love you

2007-08-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

Maybe we're just so different
Maybe you just had too much other important people & things to worry about
Maybe you just don't see things the way i do
Maybe you just need me,you don't want me
Maybe it's just me thinking too much
Maybe you had your own reasons
Maybe you just don't care
Maybe,Maybe.

i feel so pathetic finding reasons to convince myself that everything is okay.
When is everyone telling me that,when i cannot even see or feel that way?
i should be enjoying myself but why am i in this mess?

i stick out my hands,i hope you catch them before it's too late.

Suck

2007-08-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

Bestfriend is a bitch! She don't love me anymore. All she thinks about is A S H L E Y! But ashley i still love you alot. Don't get the wrong idea dude. As for lixin,must consider uh. Maybe a sakae treat will make things better (:

Well, i feel so ............. now. I do trust you. Like alot but i do feel insecure. Like ..... calls you everynight. Whose your girlfriend uh. i don't even do that. You need your space and im giving it to you. Your friends seriously suck,i don't see what's so bad about being with me. At least i don't hurt you. & it's all about feelings. I hate it when everyone turn their back against you because you're crooked :( i swear i'll slap them one day.

i hope you don't read this. I feel better after typing this shit.

P for Photos

2007-08-01T08:03:00.000-07:00

US

2007-08-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

Firstly,i want to thank everyone for those Presents, Cakes, Messages! I love you all to bits. I appreciate every lil one of them. THANK YOU sooooo much <3

Second, Congrats to Tan lixin & Ashley offically husband and wife on the 28/7 (: Wheee. Told you my matchmaking makes wonders! Thank me okay!
Please don't quarrel. Peace! love! i hope we still get the chance to go out together as much as before! Steamboat! Kbox! Sentosa! Dine at your workplace! (:
& Lixin, stop laughing at people's face okay.I hope they give you a punch! Thanks for those very very very sweet presents! & cake! RETARDED Bestfriend!

Abigail ((: that special lil thing! I love you!
Every lil thing we do together,every lil step we move closer
Every words you said,Baby i love you.

Maybe i tried too hard to show you how much i love you
maybe i'm not the perfect one for you
maybe you're still waiting for him
maybe it's just me who loves you

2007-07-27T19:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFF ANG!
hahah.
its your so called BIG DAY today! hahah.
HAPPY!????
i blog here. hahah. LOL

see! you would look cuter when you are smilin! so smile more BABE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAAY!

28 JULY!!!!!!

ABBY!

2007-07-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

Your smile,Your stares make my day. You're so beautiful,so true. I won't deny, your smile makes my heart beat sooo much faster and your smile makes me melt. Not even the hot sun,but just a smile from you.
i wish this moment would last. don't say sorry.Shhhh.Just stay by my side.It's more than enough. You're my reason to smile(: i love you <3

2007-07-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE!
steff you got nth t do huh?
ignore the previous post . no sech thing as he holds my hand lah idiot. hahah. but but. the way you post v cute .! LOL

band firsta today was fun.
comeon ppl.!
steff. i miss yoU! .
LOL.
you are so \/\/

2007-07-07T10:51:00.000-07:00

i love baby ashley! Im lixin(:
i am very happy today. I watch movie with him. he hold my hands! AHHHH. i nearly slapped him but i was too touched! AWWW. Love you Ashley ting ji(:

2007-07-06T11:30:00.000-07:00

Hello(': Steamboat was great today(: Eat and eat.If imfat would you still want me? LOL

Im so addicted to this song((: Come on. Sing with me:P

I won't talk

I won't breathe

I won't move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think I don't look

But deep inside the corner of my mind

I'm attatched to you

mmmm

I'm weak, it's true

Cause I'm afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life

I've waited

This is true

You don't know what you do

Everytime you walk into the roomI'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true

I'm just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hideIt's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go

I'll be on my way to you

The way that's true

[chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hideIt's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

i love you too

2007-07-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hey girl,You don't know how much this hurts. On the surface everything may seem alright because i don't want to show you how much you matter to me. Neither will it make any difference to us because we're nothing. This is sad. Why does it always happen. Why can't you cherish me like how i cherish you? Why did i even love you when i could do better. You say i don't know you but did you even give me a chance to know you? Don't start throwing questions at me because you don't know how much i pay to stand right infront of you being there for you. Please don't ask me to wait because i've decide to move on

2007-07-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

wah!
its been a nong nong time since i blog for this blog :)
WOOHOO!
comeone. im so bored.!

JIAYOU STEFF! your bbal was damn pro t me. i will always see you train so i could master it ok? yes! you have no choice but t ans yes.
today was fun :) school gonna reopen for me again. and this really sucks. WTF! can school like don reopen? thn i won have t worry for my exams. hahah.! but too bad. i wanna make it t poly. and prove t steff for getting 4pointers !

LABELS: you rocks and i stone :)

2007-07-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

AHEM.someone is damn happy

2007-06-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

We're at ashley's place now! Playing mahjong. only lixin and ashley and his two friends playing. Im so alone using the computer! But im happy because ashley and lixin's happy. they like each other but so shy so im the matchmaker! Yay. 100% successful. But im feeling so lonely! How could they leave me alone! Tan li xin. you suck! Bleah :P
Make sure you guys cherish each other. Don't waste my efforts. If you break each other's heart. i'll break your legs! (kidding) not so serious.

Had training this morning at 9am. Oh my. i manage to make it on time. (i cabbed)
Im so impressed with myself. Clap Clap!
went for lunch with team-mates because isabel have to go back to class and im the only one from bishan. Don't know them well. i talked to this girl.(yiling), and my team mates say i like her. Wth. Please. No girl-girl relationship in basketball team,That's what miss leong said. Im not going to break the rules. so stop it. Met sam after lunch and accompanied her to dentist and went home to rest. Zzzz for an hour. Lixin text me and that explains why im here.

Lixin and Ashley jiayou ((:

Have a nice day.With Love.(;

today was okay

2007-06-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

Work today. There was hardly people and i was dozing off. It's pretty hard to act hardworking and busy when it's not.But the managers like to see us working and not just standing around. Bleah :P Saw alot of bungs today!!(with their girlfriends!) SO SWEET AND THE BUNGS ARE NOT BAD LOOKING,BUT THE GIRLFRIEND NOT PRETTY. so im thinking that im very ugly or horrible because no one likes me. Cry for me people!!! :(((

Okay. so i met Samantha!!!!! for dinner at khatib. food was good. i think sam is really a good bball player. yeah!! She's playing this years match! Her last year in ite thou. School is really gonna be dead next year when all my friends and Captain is gone... Poot.Training at 9am tomorrow! How could that happen! it's so damn early:(

i want to sleep. i don't want to wake up. Unless Samantha is going for training. lol.

Hey you

2007-06-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

Hello(: Im steff. No! im lixin. No. lixin is lying. Im steff
This few day hv been really busy. Work,Training,Meeting up friends.
I hardly have time for myself to sleep longer or earlier but im enjoying it(;
Seriously,this few days have been the happiest day in the past few months. As in really happy, Not much worries. Being single is good.Now that i realise having a gf is not a must.it's just someone being there for you when nobody does cos' she's your gf! But i still like to look at pretty, cute and hot girls. Who don't right. so im very normal. Im not a flirt! Hate people to say that. i've feelings too and why would i want to hurt others? i've a reason for doing things my way and if it goes wrong i'll be responsible. July is gonna be a hectic month for me with all those Exam,Project and Competitions! Jia you!

2007-06-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROYSTON SOH!

hopefully. hope you enjoy your bdae today.

well. i dunno.

don feel like gg t your bdae thingy. im sorry :(

enjoy wit your gal thn.

though she is still young. you are like 4 years older.

still remember this chain that i make? yah. im wondering where do you keep it nw?

the sweet that you bought for me. yes . its a suprise.

thats our very first pphoto. i love this :)

though you are a busturd. but in my heart. you will always be the dumbest guy i ever had. you will nvr know it. but deep down inside me. i know how much you actually meant for me. and now its gone.

i dunno wat t say t you. good and bad.

HAPPY SWEET 18th BDAE ANYWAY~ enjoy yourself hapily boy>3

you will have my blessing.

LABELS: when days are getting tougher. i will hang on t it. for this. i will prove it t you>

Because fate brings us back

2007-06-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

i know this is not working. it has never worked on me thou. You've move on so quickly that i don't see myself moving. Oh well. This suck.
If i say i miss you, will this still work? will it melt your heart and come back to me?
if i say i care, will you bother to make things work for us?
if i love you from the bottom of my heart will you feel the same? Will this words be a joke to you or will it be a reason for you to stay?

i've always love you. Are you too blind to see or you can't even feel my heart racing for you?

Make sure he treats you well and i'll not be his shadow again.
You were once special. Once

2007-06-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

it took me so long t decide shalli blog it?
and now im blogging.
you will never get t know this. unless you found out this blog.
while working. i still think of you. i duno why. but those memories jus flash back in my brain.
the feelings.

i still remember how i fall in love wit you and wat you did t touch my heart. at tat point of time. we were tgt out wit friends. t cwp. suddenly you feel sad and worried. i dunno y cos i don really noe you. except for john and yeehui. they know the reason. so . the way i see you sad. i oso.
in titanic. im sad too. its suddenly:(

its bcos of you and im pretty sure. you asked me y? i choose t keep in my heart. i told you nth. i was hoping for a rs wit you at that point of time. do you noe that kind of feeling? its like. scared . all of a sudden. john and yeehui told me you like me. and im happy of cos. cos my feelings for you is sure.
you send me back . taking taxi. and after that i knew that actually you were worried . bcos of gastric prob. that time,. i was damn happy. i thought we would last .
you don have hp that time. cos kana stolen. you use john hp and send me msg. im happy t recieve it . and t hear your voice:)

i still remember the day when we are reaching our one mth anniversay. you told me this.
: it dosen matter how long we are. we jus need t be happy:
and yah. we are really happy isint it?
do you know how happy and bless i m?
do you know how much i love you and hate you?
loving you when we are tgt. hating you when we broke. thats sad. i cant take it cs it happens all too sudden.

you cant find back the feelings between us.
i still remember your warmth. the way you hug me when we are watching a movie. the way you see me. the way you treat me. this is all part of me. i jus simp[ly couldnt forget. the way that you call me dear. the present that you give. you know.. i still couldnt forget.

but you will hav my blessing. cos you are in love wit bao.
bao is a good girl i know. if you guys are really tgt. treasure whatever it is.

i love you and i always do. i might be in love wit other guys. but those BEAUTIFUL memories. esp our dearest first mth. yah.

hope you are happy boy>3

2007-06-10T20:46:00.000-07:00

LOL

jus came back from CAMP!. hahah.
im so bored right now, wonder hows everyone doing?

steff. LETS EAT STEAMBOAT TGT.
CONSTANCE. COME JOIN US>!! hahah.
maybe tmr? cos im v free

im not ur cup of tea

2007-06-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

This blog is not dead. it's still rocking

If you see me walking the road with someone else, It's not because I like his company.Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.If you hear me talking about him all the time, Its not because he pleases me.Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.If you feel me falling with someone new, Its not because I love himBecause you're not there to catch me fallIf you feel lost, I too am nowhere.I too don't know where the road is going.Are we gonna cross each other's path?Or just completely turn around?Will we just let go of what we hadOr go to the place where love is bound?Don't let me walk with him.It's you I want to walk withDon't let me talk of himIt's you I want to talk withDon't let me fall for himIt's you I want to fall in love with.

been really busy with school work and exams and my job....
ARHHHH.i need some F-U-N!

jie

2007-06-02T10:41:00.000-07:00

i think this girl is damn hot! i don't know whose that but you're hot okay! Fucking hot.LOL

HengKi!!!!!
Jie.i love you! Thanks for giving in to me all the time and coming all the way to look for me in school. Appreciate you! i'll never forget you and you'll always have my respect! <3

2007-05-31T01:52:00.000-07:00

im FEELING fucking sad and down.
wat else can i do?

FUCK!
damn it/

20th

2007-05-28T08:22:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE

i may not wish you happy birthday because i don't want to let you know that i still care.you may not get to know this forever but happy birthday. I love you.i always do.

2007-05-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

LIXIN IS BACK HER ET BLOG!
AHA.
and and steff ang! don feel that way can?
if you sucks this time. i guess i will be more suck and fuck. cos im damn more useless thn you.
whatever it is, yah. don think that way.

jus came back home. actually meeting steff t RP. but in the end not. cos by the time i go there and went back home its like too rush.
cos i wanna watch 9PM show!!! hahah.
life is getting boring and boring.
but im glad that my weeks is pack of things. thank god.
at least, i don hav t think much. hahahah

NOTE; cry your eyeballs out like nobody care.
im hell t you! so do you?

sucky

2007-05-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling sucky today.everything just suck.
im so useless.i don't think anybody need me as much as i need them and i seem to be the one they turn to when they lose everything.
i just feel like saying i suck.(big time)
fuck steff ang.pls go and die.

Whatever

2007-05-22T08:57:00.000-07:00

OLD

is the old hairstyle really nicer? or maybe the new one just sucks?

NEW

2007-05-22T08:29:00.000-07:00

THANKS STEFF!

i don want t care anymore.

i miss gv . i miss gv. damn miss gv. how ? i miss those days.
seriously. gv is the most fun working place i've work. whenever im sad . i would turn out t gv . esp those wonderful friends i've made there. at least they make me feel happier when im there. had the most family warmth.

but now. i cant sense it.
why ? why? why?

:( i miss sheema. i miss madina. i miss all those funs . missing everyone. miss doing in floor station. so much fun.
hope all are doing fine by thn. ha-)))

woohoo! steff, tel you sth. i miss your HAIRSTYLE. haha. LOL-))

im so bored.
and feeling very irritated by some other probs too.
im feeling so fcuked up all of a sudden.
why?
if only you could tell me wat you wan.

thanks for letting me know how useless am I.
but in the same time.
thanks for letting me know or rather teaching me so many things. which i really appreciate it v much.

Sob

2007-05-22T00:27:00.000-07:00

Lixin...don't be sad.dont bother about those people who don't know how to appreciate you.Do some of my stupid acts to make you happy.Remember my e-link card picture? HAHAHA.shhhh

this baby is really adorable!can i be your mummy/daddy?

2007-05-21T23:28:00.001-07:00

COME!COME!COME!

belive it anot? lixin is making a fool out of herself.
don laugh :(

If you gave me,
one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me,
one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and ya know, I'd never let you go

when things started t happen. i would seat back and think about it. thinking of wat hav i done?
im missing those days. where we used t share our happiness and sadness tgt.
sending me back t busstop.
chatted at woodlands.
walking ard tgt.

and now. everythings seems t be over soon. and v v soon.
being tgt is not wat i wan.
but wat i wan is your love for me. thats all.
everything seems t be over.

once again. thanks for letting me know how useless am I.

Just so you know

2007-05-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you..
If there tears, no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you..
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time.
You're all I need, my Love

你在那里这些年来如意不如意还快乐还单纯还美丽时光如何对你我在这里人海中一座岛屿很平静风平浪静只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭我很想你你知道吗如果可以就让我再见你美好微笑清澈眼睛好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已我很想你听见了吗 woo... 这是唯一我无解的困境那些过去不肯过去不管我后来遇见多少人只能叹息都不是你我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇有没有曾经怀疑我说我会忘记只是种好意都不是你我只想爱你

I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see.
I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want.
I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do,
and together we could make them come true.
I wish I knew what makes you happy,
so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world.
And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood,
so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart

if i could say this to you and kiss you beneath the stars. IIIFFFFFFF

okay steff ang,stop dreaming and go to bed :(
steff

My First BlogPost

2007-05-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lixin for creating this blog.It's all her hard work okay!Clap Clap.You're so good at this while i suck.i don't even know how to create a post.can you imagine. Don't laugh :(

Life has been pretty good.Had seoul gardens twice this week.Im getting Fatter.Pouts.

Lixin.iloveyou.best friends never die (:

The other reason why im happy is

can you imagine how i survive my two years w/o you? now that i have seen you and your boyfriend,im so happy for you and im sure that i've already forgotten you.But you will always be that special someone in my heart <3

Bemysuperstar.

2007-05-21T07:06:00.001-07:00

YES!

the blogskin finally done. hahahah! .
but will be done again asap!
make it nicer. hahah.

STEFF ANG!!.
our blogskin~